You Me and We.

i feel like a fool.
i never knew
all these while, my emotions were so unstable because of you.
when i ensured myself that you were long gone,
i found out, that you were not.
all these while, i was just putting a strong front.
a mask to hide from reality.
perhaps this love for you is just out of guilt.
out of regrets.
its been so long ever since we came face to face.
you had to ignore me.
you just had to leave me hanging.
when i chatted with darling clara last night,
i realized this love for you
is like what she said
i just wanted to fill a gap.