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Paradox
Everything, including love, comes with a price.

Monday, July 13, 2009

went to school per normal today.
only thing different was, i had my batteries recharged fully yesterday!
i saw 7 hunks in the huge courts, can you believe it?
gosh. (:

had amaths test.
wow, i got 6/14 !
finally got higher than joey and cynthia.
jiajing, you ought to be proud of me!
HAHAHA (:

skip all the way to chemistry.
crap -.-
i seriously hate practical.
now, not only do i dislike calculations,
i dread practical -.-.

oh yes, i forgot.
fadhilah and i came up with a really nice slogan.
'Heck Care the Earth, Save Yourself First'
lols! we were seriously crapping crazily today.
and i came up with another slogan
'A Ricola a day, makes you sing like the advertisement everyday!'
cool right? but please, its copyrighted.
also, my sister just noted to me, my eating style is really scary.
reason:
just now, i was eating dinner,
my plastic spoon was seriously stacked with rice.
within 5 mins, i gobbled everything up.
Yet, it is nothing alright?
i was hungry!
i assure you, i am still hungry now):):):

alright, wish me luck!
i still have 3 more physics paper to go.
hahaha(:
when i saw you today, the wound still hurt. Yet, the pain is no longer there. It seems as though, i am getting use to this. I am letting go, yet, the regrets flood back. If only i could turn back the time, and tell you, hey, i love you too. Would things then, be different? I really want you to know, i am still hanging on is because i want to tell you how sorry i am. However, would God ever bless me this chance? I lie to myself again and again. It is as though it is a routine. I feel bad when i try to find substitutes. I know its bad. But this is the only way. Yet, this method really failed me. Its already 9 months ever since the incident. And i have yet to let it pass me.
also, i just realised.
my cell group is tearing apart.
it hurts. but i can bear this people no more.
anyone who needs people in their cell? please bring me and my friends along. ):
i want to leave this pain behind.


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