You tend to laugh and joke around when you are with everyone, but you feel lonely and empty when are all alone. you cry alone when you have stress and problems. you often have many problems that are bugging you, but you never show them out on your face. you are not as cheerful as they thought, but you just don't wish to spoil the mood of everyone, hence you hide your emotions inside. you are just a weak human with feelings after all.I am really tired, mood less and stress.
i seriously do not feel the same me recently.
Something is holding me back from being truly happy.
Yet, i do not know what it is.
Is it because of him?
Or is it because of them.
Or is it i have come into terms with just being emotionless.
amanda foo, where is the true you?
i want to be happy again. yet somehow, i have forgotten what is happy.
