i dont want to lose anybody.
losing you two for a day is enough to kill me for the rest of the week.
what can i do to make you understand,
that what you think, may not be what you seem to know?
crapcrapcrap -.-
my stomach is hurting like F.
today even worse, cried till my eyes went sore.
and to ______, i really dont know what you want, but i want you to truly understand,
this whole thing is a misunderstanding. i really want things to get better.
to __________, i really hope that you wouldnt leaving me hanging when i really need you.
though i know, i dont mean a lot to you, but this friendship, i really want it to stay.
i dont want to go on crying for months, losing everything i got.
i already got the best of both worlds.
A loving, caring clique
and an important friend like you.
i dont want to end up having nothing.
why is it that whenever something happen,
i always seem to be the one most affected,
while everyone acts like nothing happens,
and that if i cry is because i deserve it?
