What exactly is friendship? Everyone says friends would stay and stand by you, to shelter you from everything. Why am i not having these group of people then. Why is everyone leaving me one by one. Does it satisfy them that i fall?
You promised me to stay by my side no matter what. You said all the others who hurt me in the past were jerks. Now, you are creating a history for yourself, of being a jerk in my life. Because, you are going to leave me hanging, just when i needed someone. You are going to leave without a word, like everyone else. Also, if you dont have the capability to be here when i need someone, dont bother to act like you are concern. Cause, telling you how much i truly need you around isnt going to make any difference. So please, dont shed any crocodile tears over me. There are better girls out there. Im may be after all, a nobody to you. Just a girl whom you waste your messages on.
Anyway, lets get down to business.
I wonder have i lost weight.
Cause i have been getting gastric, yet skipping my meals regularly(:
Its like, i have not been eating at all for the past few days. HAHAHA.
No, i am not having anorexia, though it may be fun to slim down a lot.
I dont want to be skin and bones -.-
tomorrow having national day celebration.
Yet, i was let down, as usual. Plans had been cancelled.
Dont feel like going somewhere with them.
So staying at home to slack. (study?? hmm, thinking. haha)
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