You Me and We.

Its because i chose to love, and this why i got into this depression.
Its because i chose to believe, and this is why i got into this state.
Its because you chose to ignore, and this is why i chose to hate.
If making you leave is a better choice, by all means, go.
Cause, i live my life for a better person, not you.

Been really miserable this entire week.
thanks for those who have been cheering me up.
Special thanks to clara, kp, kn, j and wilson(:
now i understand why people occupy themselves by messaging others.
its because, they want to kill time, and to forget everything.
Focusing on just one thing really makes a difference.
So thanks guys, for being there for me when i needed someone to catch me
when i am falling, without knowing.

I am not sure what really is going on.
Yet, i feel a really special peace the moment i started to let him go.
I started to become a little normal back again
once i started to get use to this treatment from you two.
just another few more months to go.
i really cant wait.
yet, i really cant bear to let go.

p.s to kn and kp, no matter what, i am making sure i get to pinch your cheeks when i see you two! and who cares if you are one year older than me. HAHAHAHAHA ! :D