You Me and We.

life is just not fair.
my tutor showed off his blackberry to me today D:
yesyes, i admit i am jealous of his phone!
GAHH, I WANT CHANGE PHONE!
we were talking on msn yesterday from 11 plus till 12 ? lols, i know.
first time, i wake up till so late.
and yes, he was also making fun of my 9pm sleeping time -.-.
haha.
he was promoting his blackberry to me and i just found out.
he is a loyal supporter of starhub. HAHA!
freaking funny mans. he is one hilarious dude.(:
and also, he have this really cool and cute thumbdrive
a brown puppy paw he bought online which he collected just yesterday.
and yesyes, he is trying to make me get one of those too.
hilarious him. hahaha!

and the worse part of yesterday.
i dont know how to cook packet maggi mee
and made a joke out of myself -.-
oh my gosh, even clara chua knows how to cook maggi mee.
this is oh my gosh disgraceful! D:
but finally, i cooked one bowl ALONE for myself!
HAHA. proud of myself yo.(:

NKP!
thank you for everything yesterday.
take care of yourself too.(:

and to my tutor
grrr! once i earned my own money
i will get a blackberry and a thumbdrive to show off to you! D:

lastly, clara chua and jonathan
thanks for teaching me how to cook maggi mee. LOL
HAHAHA.

if making friends depend on moods.
i really have nothing to say.
if you can show me your attitude and i cant.
its seriously darn sickening.
if you dont want to talk to me.
suit yourself and whatever.
and if you have really forgotten everything about me.
seriously, i also have forgotten what we did together too.
and one more thing, i do want to talk to you.
but seeing your attitude towards me makes me sick.
i have to act like everything is my fault.
who you think you are?
playing out my feelings? so -.- la.

its like, when i thought i have everything right.
it turned out, i didnt get anything right at all.
it was just made believe.
what a deceptive world. yet, its reality.
its just so contradicting.