You Me and We.

Please, it does not matter whether or not girls have higher EQ. Guys, please, do not take this as an advantage to hurt girls. So what if we have higher EQ? It does not make us inferior. We are not play toys alright? Do not make us feel special for a moment and the next, dump us aside like some toys. Even though if i am afraid of losing you, hold on to you does not make a difference either. I have learnt my lesson. Even if i am treating you specially, you are not going to do it back to me too.

Yesterday had a fun time during cell group.
Went out with clara at 3 to buy her stupid present for her friend.
Lol, end up, also i do everything.
Had to call the guys on my friend's list to ask what do guys like.
I mean, seriously, i am a pure victim from head to toe!
One answer was, i dont know what a guy like. -.-
You are a guy, yet you dont know what you normally like.
Its like, hey, i am a girl ok. How i know what would a guy want.

Sigh, going to be a long and boring day again.
Staying at home, not going anywhere. ):
With no one to accompany me kill time.
Now with my current situation, i am depressed enough.
Yet, i just heard from my dad few days ago, my grandma is going to go off anytime.
Sigh, i really hope that the Lord will take her home soon.
Away from her sufferings.
Yet, my relatives says that letting her go like that is a sin? -.-
They even said the doc should try to revive her by using the electricity thing
Sigh, poor her. But still, i really pray for the best.

yes, so what if i missed messaging you.
so what if i found out that without you coming online,
my com would be dead.
so what if i really want to go back to time and treasure the moments i had with you.
so what?
it isnt going to make any more difference.
all i can look forward now, is that you would spend time with me once again.