Chinese results was out,
gotten b4. kind of upset though,
yet, i thank God it was not anymore worse.
Moods are still currently unstable.
Yes, i am still unable to let go off you.
And yes, you have really changed.
From the anything can share with me type of guy
To the i got someone else already, leave me alone type of guy.
I feel so used, such a fool.
My emotions fail me time and time again.
I really really am afraid to fall in love.
And strangely, recently, i no longer am what i used to be.
Thanks to you, _____________.
i just got my head clear and ready to move on with this happy feeling with you around me.
yet, you drove me off course and expecting me to get hit real bad.
well, now, i got hit rel bad, and i am really afraid to get back on the road anymore.
i hope this makes you happy.
i know it isnt your fault, cos you dont know anything.
yet, i dont know why you became so cold to me.
maybe after all, everything really is my fault, as usual.
p.s i realized my tagboard is becoming like a fruit board! O.O.
and did i mention, i am having a cough that would make me lose my voice if not well taken of?
thank god my oral is finished! x:
Labels: Unstable moods and falling ill
