You Me and We.

i want to scream out loud.
i want to cry out loud.
i want to be how happy i used to be.
i do not wish to get stuck into a lifeless body with only hurts and sorrows.
i do not want to change because of an incident.
i really moved on. yet, it does not feel good.
i rather have him replaced by other guys than you replacing him.
you kept appearing in my mind and i failed to control it.
i have already lost half of this battle.
though i am losing, the other half of the battle, i will leave it to God.
at the same time, i pray that a miracle would happen.
drank a small cup of wine yesterday night under mom's offer.
seriously, i prefer beer -.-

yesterday went out nearly the whole day with cynthia, jiayi, joey, kelly and xiuyu.
laughs, i suck at arcade games.
well, what to do? good girls like me do not hang out in arcades, that is why.(:
though prelims are finally over,
the biggest challenge of the year have not started.
so i am off to study now.(:

i want to win this battle. Lord, just once.