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Paradox
Everything, including love, comes with a price.

Friday, September 18, 2009

sigh, i am totally disappointed at my prelim results.
but i am thankful to God i scored a B3 for my e maths paper 1.
i continue to pray for miracles to happen in olevels.

though my friends are busy counting down to olevels,
to me, i am not even sure how many days are left -.-.
all i know, 22 october is the official date for the olevels.
and i am definitely working hard to score in my olevels.
i don't wish my parents to get disappointed again.
neither do i want history to repeat itself.

anyway, i finally got my new pair of spectacles.
though many find it a waste of money, i dont.
haha, now i can change anytime from white to black when i feel like it.
how cool is that?(:

when i saw you today, i broke down. i started thinking of you.
i just could not get you out of me.
i must admit, you were the first i truly loved,
and the first i truly regretted getting too involved into you.
lastly, you were the first i truly experienced jealousy, hurts, hates
and yet finally, love.
i just want to tell you this, you were the very first in me, yet i was the last in you.
just when i thought i moved on with dignity,
i was struck down by humiliation and hurts.
and yes, i still love you.
but the irony fact is, i have moved on.


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