You Me and We.

this pain is really beyond description.
why is it that i have yet to come into terms with the fact that you are gone?
why is it that i still cry when listening songs and you would appear?
why is it that i always manage to relate television dramas and stuff to you and her and i?
why is it that you had made such a huge impact in me?
b, there is so many whys i want to ask.
but i answer i know for sure.
i really miss you.
and seeing that you and i are no longer friends,
i really blame myself for falling too deep for you.

tomorrow is graduation day.
going to be tortured with a tie around my neck.
however, the hilarious thing is, after tomorrow,
we still have to go back to school.
laughs. then what is the point of having a graduation day,
when we are not even graduating yet?
so much of my imagination of being able to stay at home to sleep.

if God is going to give me another chance, i would tell him, erase this boy from my heart and mind. Because, i truly regretted knowing and falling for him.