You Me and We.

2 papers down, 9 more to go.
Though i am tired mentally and physically and emotionally,
I will win this battle.
For this final lap, i shall win.
For God, my family and i.
History shall not repeat itself.
Because this shall be the last and final lap before i set my life right.

I saw him today.
Gah, needless to say, i went insane.
Gosh, he is so hot and sexy la!
Yea, he swept me off the ground and i will floating.
Haha, insane -.-.

Emaths paper 1,
alright.. Kind of easy.
However, shall not be complacent.
Paper 1 easy means paper 2 hard.
SHUCKS D:

alright, off to study!

It took me a long while to discover, i really loved you.
However, i only found out when i was starting to lose you.
And now i lost you, i regretted not telling you earlier.
Now i regretted so much, there is no return.
My friends said i still can save this friendship or relationship between us.
However my answer was, even if i wanted to save, you have already given up.
My friends said i should forget you since you are not coming back.
The problem is, i lost my heart and its no longer with me.
Because, you stole it and abandon it somewhere far that i can't find it.
Boy, if things are turning out something i had already foreseen,
the only thing i couldn't take it was you came back and left.
This time, it was even a harder blow.
Yes, one sentence for you.
I love you.
However, i realise, i am never going to have you back again.

They said you love me, however, i don't feel it. I just want to hear it from you.