I am seriously sick and tired.
Though the olevels are nearing, i am not ready.
I tried my best, it was seen as not enough.
I was worrying for this battle, it was seen as pure neglect.
My mind is no longer absorbing anything, but i am still forcing myself to study.
Just hope my health wont fail me.
I mean, i was studying yesterday till 12 when suddenly i felt so giddy,
everything blacked out.
Scary.
Its really ironic.
The stress and pressure is not from the exams itself.
But from my environment (parents and etc.)
I really pray now, the worse fear wouldn't happen.
Anyway, you are completely gone.
Though the scars remain, there is nothing much i can do.
All i know now is, i will never let minors like you affect me.
To tell you the truth, i can't even remember all the things we done together.
Most importantly, i can't even remember how you looked like.
Thursday is the practical.
Dang it, going to be stuck in that stuffy disgusting hall for 4 hours -.-
What a killer.
Sigh...
And worse, now is 11.58 pm and i am not asleep!
First time in the history of man kind.
Great achievement, isn't it?(:
