You Me and We.

Studying all day long.
Really breaking down.
Really tired.

When i heard that i am flying off to taipei at 27 nov,
the first person that came into my mind was you.
I seriously fear that i would miss you too much.
Though i miss you now, the thought of being away to a foreign country hurts even more.
The worse thing was, i heard a typhoon is heading towards taiwan area soon.
However, my aunt kept asking me to go taiwan.
Obviously she didn't believe the news.
What made me worry most, if i really can't make it back to Singapore,
would i get to hear you say i love you.

All i want to do is to cry in someone's arms.
Yet, its so difficult to find comfort.
Because, the only comfort now i could only think of is you.
However, no matter how hard i tried, you were always so cold to me.
No matter how hard i tried, i know we are becoming distant everyday.
You said you are busy, but to me, you are giving excuses.
Yet, because i loved you, i pretended to put up a strong front.
However, i have already collapsed.
Everyone said i should have given you up long ago.
They said you were nothing special,
that i should have moved on to him.
Yet, the more you ignore me, the more i feel that i love you.

Though i really miss your messages, i know it would never happen again.
Though i miss you laughing with me, we are now distant strangers.
Though i really feel you by my side, its just cold air around me.
Though i know i should hate you, in me, i still love you.

shucks, i should be studying now -.-.
GAH, moodless -.-