You Me and We.

You were the first, and will be the last.

Today, jia jing told me how nice Jennifer's Body was.
He said it wasn't a good movie for kids due to kissing scences.
Pfft, GUYS. hahahahha!
Gee, as the very innocent girl whose mind has wonderful imaginations,
yea i was thinking *clean.
Haha, ya right -.-.

Next, went to granddad's house due to noisy renovations.
Gah, came up and haven't even started on anything yet.

I thought i was fine during the exams,
however, thanks to this long break,
the feelings are creeping back.
And i know, it isn't going to budge a bit.
Oh lord, please, let me suffer just after my olevels.
I really don't want anything to come between my studies and my promise to you.

I really can't move on.
I can't find the strength.
Friends told me what i knew
Or what i didn't really felt like hearing.
They said you had a very bad temper
and would put your pride first.
I knew it, but i didn't want to hear it.
Yes, call me stubborn,
but i guess love is all about this.
The this refers to, me puttng aside everything,
and accepting your every flaw.
To tell you the truth, i always hated guys who were like this.
However, no idea why,
when it came to you,
i found it hard to hate you.
I thought i had moved on really.
I was really myself during the exams.
Happy and didn't even once thought about you.
However, i knew it.
It wouldn't last long.
I just wish, there is someone who is able to replace you.
But B, to tell you the truth,
you were the most perfect being i had ever came across.
Because, i love you.

Only time will tell when i will be healed. But as for now, the wounds will be the lessons of love.